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To see tomorrow, I will run a little more.
Martin Ryan C. Diño
CHILDHOOD
When I was a child, I was chubby and quiet.1 I loved collecting toys that peak my interests whether its toy cars, Kiddie Meal toys from Mcdonalds, Cartoon shows that has toys and also wrestling figures.2 I was also a huge gaming nerd back then.3 I forgot the exact age but this was the time I got my first ever gaming console which was the Nintendo gameboy.4 I used to play a lot of it with my grandfather.5 He was my bestfriend when I was little.6 He would always be there for me and take care of me when my parents are at work.7 I could say he was the only friend I ever had back then.8 I never got along with other kids because I was a shy chubby boy.9 I rarely had the courage to talk to anyone else even when in school.10 But I was always at the bottom of the top students ranking.11 So I guess I could say that I still had some social life.12 I will admit that I am a bit too spoiled because I am an only child.13 When going on family trips, I used to always get what I want because my cousins treat me like the middle sibling.14 But all in all I could say that I had a pretty good Childhood because I would always get what I want.15My mother used to provide for us.16 Which means that my father is usually the one that takes care of me.17But they never failed to give me a good childhood.18In short, I can say that my childhood is a pretty good one.19Its something that I look back at and be thankful for because I didn't get to experience a lot of hardships in life.20Or maybe life was just being too easy on me to prepare me for the next phase in my life.21
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IN生 (in Life)
To see tomorrow, I will run a little more.
Martin Ryan C. Diño
TEENAGE
In my teenage years, This is the phase where I started to notice some issues with myself.1 I started to realize a lot of my flaws.2 I will admit that I still struggle with some of them to this day.3 I could say that I did not enjoy my teenage years at all but I think it is all part of growing up.4 This phase is where I experienced a lot of my first times.5 This is where I got my heart broken for the first time.6 I failed a subject for the first time, Huge family arguments, Had trouble with myself and a lot of my insecurities.7 I started to be less active with social life and just played a lot of video games.8 In this phase of my life is where I got my PSP and PS2.9 Eventually, I got introduced wo PC Gaming where I could play online games with my classmates.10 Looking back at it.11 It wasn't entirely good for the long run but I had lots of fun and created fun memories.12 I struggled a lot with mental health issues but I did not accept the fact that I felt unhappy most of the time.13 I started to think that I should not be feeling like this because I have everything and I can have everything.14 I just need to wait for the right time to come.15 But it got a lot heavier to the point where I almost let myself go.16 I became more anxious as time flew quickly but I am thankful because even if I still struggle with some of these issues, It has made me stronger.17 I started to view life in a different perspective and I am making myself better, one step at a time.18In this phase of my life, I think I have struggled a lot.19 But not enough to take me down and make me give up on life.20
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To see tomorrow, I will run a little more.
Martin Ryan C. Diño
COLLEGE
College years, I can't say too much about it1. To be honest, I am not enjoying my college life in an academic perspective.2 I feel like this is not for me and I want to be doing something that I enjoy doing.3 After a long time being in online classes, I find it hard to adjust and go back to the way it used to.4 I had a difficult time in to thinking what course I want to take, what school do I want to go on, etc.5 I will admit that half of my adulting years, I had no clear direction in life.6 I don't know what I want to pursue and I don't know if I can manage to achieve it.7I felt like I had no other choice than to go with I.T course.8Not that I dislike it, It did cross my mind before but I have realized that it isn't something that I see myself doing for a long time.9So basically, my life felt like it started to go on a rabbit hole again.10I felt pressured because the time was moving too quickly.11I felt useless most of the time because I thought at this point, I should be doing more in life.12That is when I met Gab.13 I feel like it is worth mentioning her because I consider her the turning point of my life.14 As cheesy as it sounds but I am very thankful to have met her in this phase of my life.15She has given me a reason to look forward to the days to come.16 She has given me hope for the future.17 I will forever be grateful to have met her and I am thankful that I can call her my girlfriend.18 Right now I am happy with where I am today.19 I started to take things slow.20 I met a lot of good people that I can call my friends.21 I'm still spoiled by my parents but I have learned to not ask for too much and they are okay with it. They also have taught me that Time is important and I shouldn't waste every moment.22 I met someone who is very important to me and has taught me to take on life, One day at a time and live my life at my own pace.23
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